While being on social media today, I realized over the last couple of days there were quite a few selfies of myself. Well, not selfies, but the pics Scott took of me in my FNF gear and I thought to myself "Ah geez....I look like I'm full of myself". Funny thing though, before I post any pictures of me by myself my anxiety goes up and I get totally nervous and I want to delete it immediately. My FNF "photo shoot" (haha) was no different. I am so glad that I went ahead and shared them. I AM proud on the changes I can see physically and how I feel mentally and emotionally. The feedback has me on cloud nine. I was always so self conscious with low self esteem....to be where I am now is like day and night from those days. I look forward to continuing to work hard and share my progress. If you haven't noticed, I'm yet to share an ab shot. That's my problem area....but everything else is coming along and I'm pretty stoked. I know "abs are made in the kitchen" but damn, I love food. I've struggled with diet from day one. I've considered different meal replacement options, just to see if it would work, but then I think "could I really make dinner for the family and then sit down and DRINK my dinner with them?!" Probably not. I know what I need to do. I need to stop indulging in not so healthy dinners and not have dessert at all. Occasional ice cream isn't making abs. Well, I kind of got off track there. For the record, I'm not full of myself. Proud of what I've accomplished so far? Yes. Confident? More so than I ever have been. And it feels AWESOME!
Yup. That right there. Just do YOUR thing. Be YOURSELF. That's all I'm doing here. I've found my passion and I'm putting it out there to share with the world. Love me or hate me. But I hope you'll love me......
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