Soooo.....not last night but the night before was a bit rough. Cruz (my 10 month old) decided he wanted to fight sleep from 12am-3am. And he was fussy. Crying and thrashing around, but totally exhausted. I blame teething....but don't we all moms? ;) As a couple hours passed and no avail I was getting frustrated and hungry!!! Luckily there was no candy and no ice cream in the house....but I did crack. If Scott had come down the stairs into the kitchen he would've turned on the light and I would've been a kid caught with their hand in the cookie jar! BUT it wasn't cookies. It was a box of Protein Cheerios. I couldnt help it. I needed something that wasn't green, chicken or turkey. And let me tell you. That was the best damn mouthful of Cheerios I've ever had in my LIFE. For REAL. I suppose it could've been worse. But I still felt guilty. Not a fun feeling. I really wanted more though. I could've demolished that whole box. I guess it does sound pretty funny. Fussy crying baby in one hand and the other hand shoveling cheerios in my mouth... Yesterday was my first weekend day of my diet. It was definitely more difficult to stay on task. I tried my best but my 3 hours meals were a bit more sporadic. I only ate what was allowed (no cheerios!) so I feel good about that but it just wasn't followed as good as I do during the week. Today I will be better. I was hungrier this morning that I normally am in the morning and bumped my 4 egg whites up to 5. Is that progress or just because I didn't have any 2am cheerios binges?? ;) As I sit here pushing through my last five minutes of cardio... I know I can do this. I knew dieting would be hard.. but maybe not this hard!!! Thank goodness I want this bad enough to keep pushing myself and all my support is amazing!!!
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